i feel far away from this project. it’s lost in my inner space.

you know. that void where things you think about, and things you are, get forgotten.

why am i so willing to care but get so blown away by other’s caring? somewhere in that condition is a condition.

like maybe i believe my ability to empathize is a freak of nature.

long ago i learned to curtail my displays of innocence.

they still happen, a private show for me.

i make it sound like i haven’t been through bitterness. i have.

mostly self directed, which is where 99 percent of it deserves to flow.

i want to apologise to everyone who felt badness from me. please send the message, universe.

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